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last night was the second night in a row that I’ve gone out to watch the stars and I’ve seen something fluttering in front of me, off to the right. The first impression was that it was a moth - yellow/white in color but there’s a subconscious impression that someone is waving. The first night I saw it I acknowledged that it was most likely an entity trying to make itself known without triggering a defensive reaction. Very cool. As a potentially unrelated note, the morning of the day of the first encounter is when I had someone come to me and tell me ‘Patricia is dead’. I don’t think this entity is/was Patricia but who knows.
So in the first encounter - after I acknowledged the entity I felt a chilly but not freezing energy presence surround me - with the impression that they were standing behind me. I asked if they were Patricia or who she was but I didn’t get a verbal response. Nothing obvious popping into my mind like a telepathic response, but those are easily missed. We stood together for a few minutes while I listened with mind and ear for anything to come but it became more of a hangout session as nothing more happened and I continued to scan the stars.
The second night (last night) I thought I saw the moth - same place - so I said hi - and then I ‘saw’ the larger impression of waving again…
So I’ve been fighting off a cold and an upper respiratory infection for about a week and yesterday I felt terrible. Feverish, dizzy, my throat swollen from coughing, and so on. This time when the entity came to stand by me, I could feel it touching me, just under the skin in various places - especially I could feel it in my throat. It was a crossroads moment for me - relaxing and allowing this being to possibly FUBAR my sorry ass but instead my trust was rewarded and my throat felt so much better - I could swallow without pain, my eyes were mostly clear, and I felt good with the exception of a spot on my spine I know I’ll have to deal with eventually. I stayed out for a while, and eventually went inside when I couldn’t feel their presence. I finally got meds today so I should make a quick recovery.
What a vast relief it is to have such clear “communication” with an entity that isn’t a mindless specter or some beastie that wants to rip me into tiny pieces. I’m grateful that whoever/whatever the entity is made the effort to get my attention in exactly the same way so that I would ‘recognize’ them. If I have any say in the matter I’m hoping this contact will continue to the point where I am at ease with whatever the entity is (ghost? alien? angel?) and my education in things Metta can continue.
