last night was the second night in a row that I’ve gone out to watch the stars and I’ve seen something fluttering in front of me, off to the right. The first impression was that it was a moth - yellow/white in color but there’s a subconscious impression that someone is waving. The first night I saw it I acknowledged that it was most likely an entity trying to make itself known without triggering a defensive reaction. Very cool. As a potentially unrelated note, the morning of the day of the first encounter is when I had someone come to me and tell me ‘Patricia is dead’. I don’t think this entity is/was Patricia but who knows.
So in the first encounter - after I acknowledged the entity I felt a chilly but not freezing energy presence surround me - with the impression that they were standing behind me. I asked if they were Patricia or who she was but I didn’t get a verbal response. Nothing obvious popping into my mind like a telepathic response, but those are easily missed. We stood together for a few minutes while I listened with mind and ear for anything to come but it became more of a hangout session as nothing more happened and I continued to scan the stars.
The second night (last night) I thought I saw the moth - same place - so I said hi - and then I ‘saw’ the larger impression of waving again…
So I’ve been fighting off a cold and an upper respiratory infection for about a week and yesterday I felt terrible. Feverish, dizzy, my throat swollen from coughing, and so on. This time when the entity came to stand by me, I could feel it touching me, just under the skin in various places - especially I could feel it in my throat. It was a crossroads moment for me - relaxing and allowing this being to possibly FUBAR my sorry ass but instead my trust was rewarded and my throat felt so much better - I could swallow without pain, my eyes were mostly clear, and I felt good with the exception of a spot on my spine I know I’ll have to deal with eventually. I stayed out for a while, and eventually went inside when I couldn’t feel their presence. I finally got meds today so I should make a quick recovery.
What a vast relief it is to have such clear “communication” with an entity that isn’t a mindless specter or some beastie that wants to rip me into tiny pieces. I’m grateful that whoever/whatever the entity is made the effort to get my attention in exactly the same way so that I would ‘recognize’ them. If I have any say in the matter I’m hoping this contact will continue to the point where I am at ease with whatever the entity is (ghost? alien? angel?) and my education in things Metta can continue.
—Touch of Love, Hey Now Lover
—Progressions of Power, Trial by Fire
— Progressions of Power, Balance
If you feel anxious or fearful for no obvious reason, try this image: imagine a bubble shining in the darkness ~ it can be like a soap bubble or a high tech forcefield ~ then see yourself inside the shining bubble: safe and protected from the source of the anxiety. Take a deep breath and let your exhale wash over the surface of the bubble, making it glow brighter. Feel a little better? When i think about someone, many people feel my energy. I’m not the only one who can do this and some are not gentle and respectful like me and others like me. Some people project energy without knowing. The bubble can act as a shield against any unwanted attention.
for those dancing with darkness
this week while driving I heard an old song on the radio - against the wind - and a line in the song caught my attention: janey was lovely she was the queen of my nights there in the darkness with the radio playing low…
so ~ long ago I loved a girl by the same name and that line of the song described many a night we spent together. so nice memory there and while I continued driving I thought of that lady. cool, have a nice day. think nothing more of it and a few days later I get a text from her asking why I was invading her dreams. ? so I told her about the song i’d heard earlier that week and asked her if they were good dreams. long pause… she wrote back and said yes they were nice, very nice.
she is one of the many people who can feel my presence when I astral project there to check on her… so I probably went to her in spirit while dreaming. hmmm
worked on a burn last night. She was dumping out boiling water and it splashed back onto her forearm. Ouch. Her skin changed from red to pink while I was working on it. Pulled out a lot of hot energy from the burn area. We’ll see today if she gets blisters.
worked on a sunburn last night. held my hands a few inches away from her skin. the heat from the burn wafts off in a cloud of heat and a stinging pain, scoop away the heat, more energy, scoop away the heat, rinse and repeat.
A merciless sun beating down
The quest is a harsh one
Have you the strength
Have you the faith
Can you go to the lengths required? - the test
‘Tis a narrow path you tread
Can you accept the challenge? With honor?
— Epistles of Kurata, Grail